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My song :|: Monophobia
luna sea [Tonight]
Plastic Tree :: Monophobia
Clothing Should be Banned From //Tamahome
Angel of Mine || Ryutaro
secret lover : Tobias
::I'd rather be with Tobias::
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I glomped the stuffing out of my Tobi-chan plushie!
.::Links::.
My Site -
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My Gackt M.L. -
Gackt-a-licious
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Mimi's Blog- Unfolding Dharma
.::Anime I've Seen::.
(Grey Means I've seen or own the entire thing)
Bishjou Senshi Sailor Moon,
SM R,
SM Super,
SM SuperS,
SM Sailor Stars,
SMR Movie,
SMS Movie,
SMSS Movie,
Sailormoon SuperS Ami's First Love,
Sailormoon SuperS Specials & Interview,
Ah! Megumi-sama,
Ah! My Goddess the Movie,
Chibi Goddess Adventures,
Cowboy Bebop,
DB,
DBZ,
Weiß Kreuz ,
Perfect Blue,
Neon Genesis Evangelion,
End Of Evangelion,
NGE:Death and Rebirth,
Love Hina,
Love Hina Christmas Special,
Love Hina Spring Special,
Love Hina extra episode 25,
Love Hina Again,
Revolutionary Girl Utena season 1,
Adolesence of Utena the Movie,
Ranma 1/2 season 1,
Ranma 1/2 season 2,
Ranma 1/2 season 3,
Ranma 1/2 season 4,
Ranma 1/2 season 5,
Ranma 1/2 season 6,
Ranma 1/2 OVAs,
Ranma 1/2 Trouble in Nekonron China,
Ranma 1/2 Nihao My Concubine,
Ranma Doco Music Videos,
Fushigi Yuugi season 1,
Fushigi Yuugi season 2,
Fushigi Yuugi OVA collection,
Fushigi Yuugi Ekoden,
Princess Rouge,
Saint Tail,
Digimon, Pokemon,
Tenchi Muyo,
Tenchi Universe,
Tenchi in Tokyo,
Tenchi Forever,
Tenchi in Love,
Tenchi Movie 2:Daughter of Darkness,
My Neighbor the Totoro,
Angel Sanctuary,
Slayers,
DNA2,
Mahou Tsukai Tai OVA 1, Card Captors Sakura,
Card Captors Sakura Movie1,
Card Captors Sakura Movie 2,
Wedding Peach,
Gundam wing,
Canidate for Goddess,
Magic Knights Rayearth,
Sakura Wars,
Galaxy Express 999,
Return to Galaxy Express 999,
Adue to Galaxy Express 999,
Tri-gun,
X Japan the Movie,
X 1999 Tv,
Steel Angel Kurumi,
Steel Angel Kurumi:Encore,
Steel Angel Kurumi 2,
Steel Angel Kurumi Zero,
Akira,
Blood:The Last Vampire,
Ayashi no Ceres,
Serial Experiments Lain,
The Peacock King,
Futeku Kutari,
Dragon Half,
Chobits,
.Hack//SIGN,
.Hack//Legend of the Twilight Bracelet,
.Hack//OVA 1-2,
Fruits Basket,
Rail of the Stars,
KareKano,
Yuu Gi Oh,
Zoids,
Inu Yasha,
KEY the Metal Idol,
Earthian,
Gravitation,
Gravitation OVAs,
Sister Princess,
Elf Princess Rane,
Chance Pop Sesion,
Those who Hunt Elves,
Those Who Hunt Elves II,
Haibane Renmei,
Pita-Ten,
Kiddy Grade,
Grave of the Fire Flies,
Vampire Hunter D:Bloodlust,
Spirited Away,
Hikari No Go,
HNG:New Years Special,
Boogie Pop Phantom
Piano,
DNAngel,
Groove Adventure Rave,
FLCL,
Saikano,
SOS,
Tenshi na Konamaiki,
Wolf's Rain,
GTO,
Excel Saga,
Gundam Seed,
Rounin Kenshin,
Stelvia of the Universe,
Scrapped Princess,
Urda,
Now and Then Here and There,
Like the Clouds Like the wind,
Hanada,
Last Exile,
Naru no Sekai,
Tokyo Underground,
Gravion,
Tokyo Mew Mew,
Yami no Matsu,
Angelic Layer,
Yu Yu Hakusho,
Tenshi no Shipu Chu,
Mizu Iro Jidai,
Dear Boys,
Kodacha,
Hyper Speed Grandoll,
Mouse,
Sorceress Hunters,
Video Girl Ai,
Comic Party,
Galaxy Angel,
Fake,
NieA Under 7,
Mirage of Blaze,
Chibits,
One,
Momoiro Sisters,
Spiral,
Weiss Kruez OVAs,
Voice of A Distant Star,
She And Her Cat,
Animatrix,
Cowboy Bebop Movie,
Barking Dogs Never Bite,
Escaflowne,
Escaflowne the Movie,
Outlaw Star,
Psychic Academy,
Ai Yori Aoshi
.::Manga I Own::.BSSM 1-18( 1-11,1-4,1-3), Peach Girl 1-8, Peach Girl Change of Heart 1-3 Love Hina 1-13, Paradise Kiss 1-4, KareKano 1-4, I.N.V.U. 1-2, Ranma 1/2 1-7, Under a Glass Moon 1, Mars 1, Confidential Confessions, Princess Prince
I've read: DNAngel, DNA2, Fushigi Yuugi, Ceres, Chobits, Planet Ladder, Angel Sanctuary, Gravitation,
Boys Next Door, GTO, Ah! My Goddess,
Wish,x, Dragon Knights, Fake
.::Adopties::.
.::Archives::.
Entries for the week of:
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2003.07.12. - 2003.08.12.
2003.07.0. - 2003.07.10.
2003.06.18. - 2003.06.30.
2003.01.26. - 2003.01.27.
2002.11.21. - 2003.01.12.
2002.10.13. - 2002.10.24.
2002.09.30. - 2002.10.11.
2002.09.28. - 2002.09.29.
2002.09.16. - 2002.09.19.
2002.09.09. - 2002.09.15.
2002.09.02. - 2002.09.08.
2002.08.25. - 2002.09.01.
.::Lyrical Inspiration::.
Sneaker Pimps <> "Destroying Angel"
I know you know my heads not in this now
Nothing you could keep
so keep me down
like the stones beneath the water
that you walk on to be taller
the hands you stuck together
cause you prayed you'd wait forever
just another fragile angel heart
falling down on lead wings torn apart
and the words beneath my skin
the ink that you put in
destroying all the things you left around
cause you're earth bound
coming down
So what you have the nerve to call a friend
is starved of al the sense to make amends
cause I'm the glass you break to touch
but you never want me much
like the view across the water
from your shoes and two feet smaller
I know it doesn't pay to be this hurt
falling off the morning
getting worse
and the words beneath my skin
the ink that you put in
destroying all the things you left around
cause I'm earth bound
coming down
come down
come down
come around...
cause I'm down.
.::Layout Info::.
Version 5.0: "Destroying Angel"
Date Created: 2003.06.25.
Featuring: Setsuna of Angel Sanctuary
Lyrics: Sneaker Pimps "Destroying Angel"
Comments:I kinda just threw this one together (lets face it,we were long overdue for an update ne?). At first I hated it, but then I changed it last minute by getting rid of bunch of text and just making a mess. It's very representative of my current mood while creating it. Oh the frustration/angst/undirected anger/...you name it. Actually I feel a little bit better now...
2003.09.25.
-Come To Kali-
Song of the Moment:
Dashboard Confessional <> "Hands Down"
Ok now I'm happy. Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.
Why you ask? Because...
DAVEY'S COMING TO VISIT!!!!!!!
^_^
He's driving down here Tuesday and staying till Thursday. And we're going to play DDR at Aladin's Castle, and go to the mall and shopping and dinner and a movie, and the park and ice skating and he's coming to class with me. We're gonna ride the bus together. *Kyah* I couldn't be happier right now.
Sadly though, when he leaves I won't see him again till next October. But I won't think about that right now.
Tomorrow I get to help my grandpa pack all his stuff up, and saturday and sunday I'll be in Adam's county helping him move into his new place. So my weekend has been preplaned for me. *doesn't care*
*dancing*
Ok well what else is new? Um made Stacy come with me to the pre-art and graphic design meetings today. That was boring, but having her there was fun. She got to listen to me whine. And we played cat's craddle in the middle of the lecture, and I handed over my cell phone so she could play brick attack while I doodled. She's gonna be a brick attack pro. Oh and she met me at the bus stop this morning and road halfway to school with me, she stops at the corner with the mcDonalds on it, so she wanted to go for breakfast. And I talked to Danielle for a bit, and she gave me random shit. *happiness*
I stopped paying attention to the lecture when I realized how fucking hard it's gonna be to get into the Graphic Design department. >_< I hope I make it. They kept talking about how they're really picky about who they let in, and they think it's working and that it's giving the school a good name, so they're just gonna get more picky. The lady was talking about it like it was going to become uber imposible to get in. *dies*
I'm thinking maybe if I don't get in I'll check out the DIVAS program they started. It sounds interesting. I think it stands for "Digital Institution of Video Animation and Sound" or something like that.
3d class we're doing our 3rd project already. I'm gonna make a giant clip on head phone. Interesting ne?
I took a nap on the bus. Got home and might have taken another nap. Was woken up by Dave. And then my cell phone died in the middle of the call. *sigh* Prepaid minutes. My current balance is $.05. Great huh? I'm gonna have to fix that.
Ok well I need sleep.
"My hopes are so high
That your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer
"
2003.09.21.
-Are You Out There?-
Song of the Moment:
Less Than Jake <> "The Science of Selling Yourself Short"
I'm sick. Cold. And it's not letting up. Spent the last 3 days mostly asleep on my bedroom floor. Go me! Everything hurts.
Work wants Ni-chan back. They miss her, as they tell me at least once an hour. ^^; I get to count floral by myself now. Spiffy ne? 's better then everything else. Smells better too. And it's pretty.
Yeah. I can be helpful to people. That's nice to know. I don't feel like I did much, then again I've been told that I've done alot and when I ask as to what it was I did I get answers that I respond to by saying something like "that was nothing" cause it wasn't to me. It seemed like a normal thing to do, and yet people seem to think it's greater than that.
Maybe I'm a freak.
But what of it? I'm still where I've been for a month now. *sigh* The clock is ticking, we're wasting time staring. Something's missing. Are you still out there?
I think I'll have a new layout ready soon. Maybe. I kinda like this one for some odd reason.
"So I sit and wait and wonder
Does anyone else feel like me
Someone so tired of their routines
And disappearing self esteem
I'll sing along with every emergency
Just sing along
"I'm the king of catastrophes"
I'm so far gone that deep down inside I think
It's fine by me
I'm my own worst enemy
"
2003.09.06.
-Not Again-
Song of the Moment:
Ozma <> "Shooting Star"
Ok so right when I think I got the fricking thing fixed, I once again lose my D drive.
I managed to get half the stuff backed up, and hopefully I'll be able to get at the rest of it agian. But this time I definatly have to replace it.
School started last week. My classes seem ok, if not boring. Nothing really interesting to report on them yet, cause everyone of them was just like "This is the sylabus" or whatever. Annoying. And Ni-chan quit Star, so people there are telling me I have to get revenge because she got me the job and then left me with it.
People are interesting, yes they are. It's when you think someone's a real ass that they turn and do something to let you know they might possibly be human afterall. Go people.
So last night I got manga. Lots of manga. And energy drinks. Got buzzed off Red Bull and Vamp, (me and caffine don't mix well) and became a tree and kept giggling. I think I scared Danielle away. She wants to kill me now. Text messaging is too much fun. Anyway after the caffine wore off I slept until 6pm. Stacy was here last night, I didn't even hear her leave, it was a nice dead sleep. Dave has a theory that living/sleeping underground is affecting my mental health. Mwahahaha. Actually I'd kill for a window. But I'm underground, so I can't have one.
So today I get up and they tell me we're going to go out to dinner and to get ready. We drive 2 hours to go to a casino for dinner and then drive 2 hours home. Interesting. We went shopping in the dells (one store) for all of 10 minutes, and I got a pocket knife. Why? Because I thought the lil silver one was cute, so I told my dad to buy it for me, as a joke. So he did, but they didn't have the little silver one so he got me a different one. Now he's afraid of me. Wonder why?
I had this odd dream the other night that Loki, the god of chaos and whatnot, was disguising himself as my cat. Not my cat Soxs, but a black cat I called mine. So then he decided to be human (he was pale skined with chin lenght straight black hair, mischievious green eyes, a slightly pointed nose and a big evil grin) and he wanted me to pay attention to him cause he claimed he had some great secret (very cat like) but I was busy writing/ reading off my list of things I needed from the store (like conditioner and laundry detergent...). So he was getting pissed and dancing around the room like an idiot, and then when that din't work he pulled down his pants and continued dancing. So I left the room.
That's all I can remember of the dream, but if I ever get another cat, I think I'll name it Loki.
Last night I dreamt something I barely remember. Well I don't remember what happened, but I remember the people that were there, or more over they way I felt towards each of them. None of them were people I actually know in real life, which was weird. And half of them I wasn't sure if they had really existed or not. But I remember repeating "I'm cold. I'm freezing." over and over again. It was odd. But then again my dreams are always odd.
"Every night I see a shooting star
And wonder if it's landing where you are
If you can see it then you can't be far
And if that's the way you do it
That's the way you'll find your love
"
2003.08.29.
-Lost-
Song of the Moment:
DDR <> "1,2,3,4,007"
ARHHHHGAHHHHHAH!
T_T I've lost everything! 75 gigs worth of stuff, everything on my D drive is gone! All my music, anime, stories, writings, websites,artwork, images, random programs...all gone...
I'm trying to keep my mind off it. Otherwise I think I might grab my keyboard and throw myself from a window.
But I can't not think of it. THIS REALLY SUCKS!
I had over 3000 songs on there, and several completed anime series waiting to be put to disk. And my website T.T my poor poor website that was finally getting updated...AND MY STORY! *dies* ...and all the pretty pictures...
And on top of it I'm gonna have to scratch up $200 for a new harddrive. To hell with everything.
*cries*
I pillaged the network for music, so that I'm not sitting here in silence, cause that would just drive me insane. So I have a half ass music collection. Mostly DDR.
Dance party everyone!
"There seems to be a shortage of heros
There ain't enough ones, and too many zeros
1,2,3,4,007
All the good guys go to heaven
5,6,7,8,hey hey
All the rest can go away
"
2003.08.28.
-Death to the Dreams-
Song of the Moment:
SR-71 <> "The Best Is Yet To Come"
What is this shit! The pop up ads were bad enough! But now I have banner ads on the page too? Bastards.
Is this really that scary?
Artistic license to express pain, anger and betrayal.
But that's neither here nor there right now. That has been solved.
I find myself thinking stupid things lately.
Hey oh yeah news to me, I'm a major slut! Go me. (anyone who knows me or even vaguely knows me is probably laughing their asses off right now) Yes...let me just say, for those of you who have lived with me for 13+ years of my life and still don't know me AT ALL (not naming names), you have outdone yourself this time. Congrats. I assure you, the day I aptly earn the title you've so graciously given me will be the day that you are named queen of all angels.
We both have a long way to go ne?
Anyway, it's 4am.
Sleep is for the dead.
But are we really living?
I had a really fucked up dream last night. It was "to die for". *laughs*
I'm really not in the mood to write. So why do I keep going at it?
Bohemian Rhapsody is playing again.
That's why.
I blame it all on Bohemian Rhapsody.
And cheese.
Though I'm not sure where it fits into the equation.
Ok I give up.
"Above the flood of emotion
It's all about forward motion
Define your place in the sun
If you could lock the past away
Step back through the doorway
This ride has just begun
If I could change your point of view
Is there some way I can show you
The best is yet to come
"
2003.08.21.
-Magic-
Song of the Moment:
DDR 4th Mix <> "Dream a Dream"
Got my text books yesterday. *myu*... T_T $235 down the drain. I guess it could be worse. But as stands I am broke. I also had to put down the minimum on tuition. *sigh*
Anyway, then we spent the rest of the day at LWOW. That was interesting.
And then I came home and made Rikki play DDR with me until 3am, then passed out around 5.
Ah Aero bed matress, you are my savior.
*laughs*
Ok anyway...DDR music is addictive! VERY VERY ADDICTIVE!
And I have the sudden urge to bite someone. Damn...no one around...
Oh well...
I'm strange...yes, yes I am.
But I knew that already.
I'm waiting for people to show up so I can make them play DDR.
Oh yeah, forgot I haven't updated in awhile. I talked to Melissa the other day. She seems to be better. Lots has changed, yet at the same time not alot has changed. Did that make sense? Um it does in my mind.
*thinking* ^__^ Oh yeah. *laughs*
Ok well now that I've confused everyone, or at the very least lead them to believe my state of mind is not right (though I assure you it is, I'm just happy), I shall be off.
"Dream a dream
Lover take me in your dream
Take me anywhere you please
Boy you're making me scream
"
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