2003.07.10.
-Curiosity Killed My Eardrums-
Song of the Moment:
Mindless Self Indulgence <> "Backmaskwarning!"
Aki-Pan-Makura left her cds here. So I decided to listen to MSI out of curiosity. ^__^; next time I put something in the CD player I will remember to take the volume down from ultra high. Anyway after listening to it all the way through, this is all I have to say:
What the fuck was that?
This guy does have a rather...well he has an obsession with a certain thing...if you can understand the lyrics. For some reason this music makes me bouncy and at the same time I want to scream as loud as I can and then throw myself into a wall and then bounce some more. It sucks major ass, and yet for some reason I like it in some odd undescribable way. Does that make sense? I think the one line in "I Hate Jimmy Page" sums it up.
"A 2 minute song is just 1 minute and 59 seconds too goddamn long."
So why did I listen to it all the way through then? I don't know!!! I FEEL BOUNCY!!!! MMMWWAHAHAHHAHA!!!!
I'm hungry. Where's dinner? Where's Dave? Where is Aki-Pan? We ate Pan-chan yesterday...sacraficed.
Snake River Conspiracy is fun. Aki-Pan's random left behind entertainment makes me bouncy!
"Play that record backwards
It's a message, yo, for the suckers
Play that record backwards
And go fuck yourself
"
2003.07.10.
-ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US!-
Song of the Moment:
The Laziest Men on Mars <> "Invasion of the Gabber Robots"
Got it off a video! (cause I couldn't find it to download anywhere)
In A.D. 2101
War is beginning
Captain: What happened?
Operator: Someone set up us the bomb
Operator: We get signal!
Captain: What?
Operator: Main screen turn on!
Captain: It's you!
Cats: How are you gental Men?
Cats: All your base are belong to us.
Cats: You are on the way to destruction.
Captain: What you say?
Cats: You have no chance to survive.
Cats: Make your time.
Cats: Ha Ha Ha
All your base your base base base
All your base are belong to us
All your base your base base base
All your base are belong to us
All your base your base base base
All your base are belong to us
For great justice
Take off every Zig
Move Zig Move Zig
Move Zig Move Zig
You know what you doing
Take off every Zig
If you didn't already know, the song is a joke. There's a game called "Zero Wing" for Sega that they translated rather poorly into english, and someone thought it would be funny to do a voice over for it.
Plug time! Over Clocked This is the site that started it.
"All you base are belong to us!
"
2003.07.09.
-Mission Accomplished-
Song of the Moment:
Glay <> "Be With You"
And we had pie! *giggles*
Mission accomplished! I also have Gravitation! But the subititles....ehhehehe...what we have here is a failure to communicate.
The main problem with these subs (besides the names) are that they have a problem with putting words in the right tense/making them plural. I've seen worse...but hey for $25 bucks, being able to watch Gravi on my TV, DVD quality, I won't complain too much.
We also got a digital camera that is refusing to work at the moment. And the web hosting couldn't be set up due to paypal problems. Lots of things are rebeling today.
And we watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I want to cry. Especially after the one comment Danielle made. *hehehehe* I've been scared for life.
I will proceed in screaming. ALL YOU BASE ARE BELONG TO US! I really need to find that song...
Right now I would like to watch gravitation and write and draw and listen to random CDs and fix the camera problem. But Kali can't do all these things at one time -.-; She's just not talented like that. Mina gomen ne.
I hate when I get in this mood. I want to do everything at once, and I can't decide, so I usually end up doing nothing at all and falling asleep somewhere. Later there will be more Goodbye Kitty. Right now I think I'm gonna work on the camera issue.
"Anata ni aeta koto shiawase no atosaki
Koko kara futari kiri kokoro yoseatte
Saegiru mono no nai
anata ni tsuzuku michi no ue
Ima ai wo tabanete...
Soshite anata no ai ni naritai to omou yo
That I could meet you, the consequences of happiness
From here on
The two of us alone will comfort each other
On this road without obstacles that leads to you
Now, bundling up my love...
And then, I think I want to become your love
"
2003.07.09.
-Can't Sleep-
Song of the Moment:
Live <> "We Walk In The Dream"
I'm back. I can't sleep again. So I thought maybe if I turn Live back on and stare at the screen for awhile it'll help.
So I made another Goodbye Kitty. This one has wings.
See here --> Goodbye Kitty Dark Angel
And another --> Goodbye Kitty Gets Shot
And another --> Goodbye Kitty's On Fire
And another --> Goodbye Kitty Body Bag
I forgot to mention earlier that while looking for Hello Kitty shit on the web we found a Hello Kitty hand gun. Yeah...that's just wrong.
I just listened to all of "Birds of Prey". My reaction is...eh. My favorite album by Live to date is still "The Distance To Here". I loved just about every track on it. My favorite song on there is "Dance With You". *~suteki~* Second favorite Live album is "Throwing Copper". The rest are just kinda there. It's just missing something.
And that is my 4am Live review...
Just too much stuff on the brain.
"I was wrong
We are not these bodies alone
In a dream with a mind of it's own
Now we walk in the dream
But dream no more
"
2003.07.08.
-Goodbye Kitty-
Song of the Moment:
Live <> "Dance With You"
Myu...Dani-chan didn't come over today. *pout* But there is Gravitation, and she has promised to come tomorrow.
And I had hot chocolate. It was minty and good.
And I got a 24 pack of colorful metalic gel pens for $2.50! Then we went to the office max across the street and found the same exact thing, only it was an 18 pack and they wanted $17 for it. ^_^; I have colorful pens! I also got some pens for Dani, her favorite kind, the piolot thing-a-mabobers. I feel silly.
More conversation with the bot:
TARO-CHAN: Glad you're here, Kali, boy do I want to talk!
KALI: really about what?
TARO-CHAN: I don't know much about love, really!
KALI: love?
TARO-CHAN: I think I'm in love.
KALI: with who?
TARO-CHAN: N..
KALI: with Gackt?
TARO-CHAN: With who?
KALI: Gackt
TARO-CHAN: N . . Gackt is a sexy bitch?
KALI: yes he is
TARO-CHAN: Sweet deal!
KALI: and you're in love with him
TARO-CHAN: I do my best!
KALI: do you love Gackt?
TARO-CHAN: I sure do!
KALI: Do you think he's a sexy bitch?
TARO-CHAN: Yes, I do.
KALI: Do you want him?
TARO-CHAN: Of course I don't. You obviously don't know me well.
KALI: I think you do.
TARO-CHAN: Really?
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Great.
KALI: So you do want him?
TARO-CHAN: You think I do. ;)
KALI: Do you?
TARO-CHAN: You think I do.
KALI: But do you really?
TARO-CHAN: You think I do.
KALI: You want Gackt.
TARO-CHAN: Who is a sexy bitch?
KALI: Gackt
TARO-CHAN: With Gackt?
KALI: Masa
TARO-CHAN: Yes?
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: That's great!
KALI: Gackt loves masa.
TARO-CHAN: Masa.
KALI: You're shit out of luck.
TARO-CHAN: Sometimes you just have to be shit!
KALI: that you are
TARO-CHAN: Does it disturb you that I'm?
KALI: well, it should disturb you
TARO-CHAN: Well it should know that today is Wednesday. Kali! ;)
KALI: great
TARO-CHAN: I'm just great. <:'0
KALI: You're in love with Gackt.
TARO-CHAN: Does it disturb you that I'm in?
KALI: in love?
TARO-CHAN: You're in love with Gackt.
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Now, that's what I ask?
KALI: what?
TARO-CHAN: Do you know what do you mean what do I want to?
KALI: ok...
TARO-CHAN: Ok.
KALI: ok
TARO-CHAN: Ok enough.
KALI: ok
TARO-CHAN: Ok enough.
KALI: Ok.
And then the program crashed. Fun huh? Whahaha.
Oh we made "Goodbye Kitty".
Look see here --> Goodbye Kitty
And here's another --> Goodbye Kitty gets decapitated
Now that's something I'd put on a shirt.
Stacy helped me come up with the idea when she screamed "Look at the Hello KittY (insert object here...god knows it exists...but this time I think it was a phone)" at the store. I did all the editing. There will be more later, as soon as my eyes stop freaking on me.
Please don't steal Goodbye Kitty. If you wanna use it just ask.
Dave said he had a dream about me. I wanna hear this. ^__^; Unfortunatly he started muttering about how he thinks he really likes me and then half passing out so he's gonna tell me tomorrow. Hopefully there will be no suicidal orange runts this time ne?
"Deep in some blissful dream
Where the goddess finally sleeps
In the lap of her lover
Subdued in all her rage
And I am aglow with the taste
Of the demons driven out
And happily replaced
With the presence of real love
"
2003.07.07.
-Got Rice?-
Song of the Moment:
Smashing Pumpkins <> "Zero"
I'm back. Ok so lets see. Saturday we went to the mall and blew money. I got Love Hina 12 and Kare Kano 4 mangas, and the NieA Under 7 DVD box set. ^__^ Arigato Dani-chan! Then we went back to her house and watched NieA and the rest of SOS. After watching all of NieA I still can't decide if I like it or not. It's funny, but full of unanswered/dropped questions. And above all it had no background music until the last volume. >_< oh well. It's good. I think.
We found a domain name (I think): Got Rice.
Sunday we got up at 5 and walked to work. Work went super fast, got out before 9. We worked her store. Got back and took a nap. I sleep lots. She made evil pie. ^__^ Then we went to Summerfest to see Evanescence.
NEVER AGAIN!
I have never been near that many people at once before. People pushing and shoving their way through, trying to walk right through you as if you're not there. People spilling shit. (I woke up today and realized that someone had spilt something all down the back of the shirt I was wearing) People nudging things that arn't meant to be nudged by total strangers. Elbows elbows elbows! Someone shoved me real hard and I fell over once. Not that there was much room to fall...I was caught by whoever was behind me. There wasn't even breathing room!
We couldn't see anything and it was extreamly uncomfortable, so we just left the stage area and went to find food. Then we needed a place to sit and that's how we found that the bleachers by the family stage. From all the way up top we got a perfect view of the stage. Then I was happy ^__^.
The band looked like they were having so much fun. *envious* I wish I could do that. (but of course I can't sing and I get major stage fright) They even did an encore.
By the end of the night though everyone was pretty crabby, and my head was totally spinning. And that's where I loose track of what happened. I don't really remember going home at all. I woke up at 8pm, being yelled at for not doing the dishes and sleeping all day. >_< Life is peachy.
Anyway, I got to see Evanescence. Thanks Dani-chan! I know you hated being there.
Maybe sometime we can go to a real concert where people don't squish the crap out of you ne?
And tomorrow hopefully there will be Gravitation.
Last night I dreamt that I was abandoned by someone I was really in love with. I fell into a puddle of water and began to sink deeper and deeper until I was drownding, and when I couldn't breathe anymore I closed my eyes and pictured the stars shining in the sky. When I opened them again I was floating on the surface of the ocean, cold and alone. I felt detached from myself. I wanted to scream, but I had no voice. All I could do was stare at the sky.
I realized something about myself the other day. Well I've known it for some time now, but I guess I just didn't want to admit it.
I am a coward.
But it's only human nature to be so when you truely love someone right? I don't know.
I live in constant fear of being abandoned or replaced. Even if I tell myself it won't happen, my fear still convinces me it will. I need reassurance.
But I guess there's no such thing right? Life has no gurantees right?
I can still hear your words.
I wish I could say everything I feel. But I can't. I wish I wouldn't have to.
I just don't want to lose.
"Emptiness is loneliness
And loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness
And god is empty just like me
"
2003.07.04.
-Mwahahaha-
Song of the Moment:
Abba <> "SOS"
Happy fourth of July all you peoples out there.
I've just been informed that I need a song. But I don't have to steal pillows.
We saw the fireworks ^__^. They weren't that bad. But hey whatever. And "next year" we'll find the other fireworks.
And a POTBELLY! Why?!? *sob*
Today today today? I rolled out of bed. Other then that, um I pissed the cat off, then Dani came over and we watched DNAngel and picked on Dave and then I played Final Fantasy 8 and then we went to lunch and then we got in the car and got to listen to bitching about the breaks, and got a bucket of chicken, and went to the fireworks and got sick on the chicken and got seats on the bleachers and scared people away with yaoi comments, and came back here and watched Tenshi Na Konamaiki and SOS (reason for the song) and made more Yaoi comments.
We still have no domain name.
And worst of all, because of the holiday we still have no Gravitation! *sigh*
But all in all it was a good day, in that un-interesting list of things I did way. I could make it more interesting but I'm tired and it's bed time and my pillow is already half asleep. Damn it all.
And now she's mummbling about the BRs and the slashes. And that's HTML as explained by the half awake HTML illiterate boys and girls. *hehehehe*
And now I'm forgetting what I'm typing. Baka!
Giving up now.
"Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find.
I tried to reach for you
But you have closed your mind.
"
2003.07.03.
-Some Things Just Don't Add Up-
Song of the Moment:
Carebears <> "Forever Young"
Went out for chinese with the 'rents. Then we went shopping and guess what I found? *MWAHAHAHa* CARE BEAR MOVIE II on DVD! But you know what, things don't add up.
Ok in the first movie, the carebears first met the carebear cousins and gave them names and symbols and what not, and brought them back to Care-a-lot. In the second movie, the Carebears and the Carebear cousins are all babies growing up together and have been given their symbols. >_< Major plot hole!
Oh well, it's still a cute movie. And Carebears still kick ass! Know what I remember most about these movies from when I was a kid? The sounds and voices. I don't know why, but they make me want to watch it. Ohhh so addictive....after this I'm really gonna need a good Gravitation brain washing.
And I came home to messages from Dani! ^_^ Gravi is in Illinois! ^__^ Soon my precious, soon.
Signed up for a bunch of fanlistings today. Out of boredom.
*is still watching the movie*
Why is it a Carebear stare when they close their eyes and use their stomach things?
There's just too much love going around. And none of it involves angsty bishonen...
Only evil would wear a red jumpsuit.
Just finished getting the last of Tokyo Underground. Now maybe I can find time to start watching it.
I kinda like the evil boy. Despite the obnoxious red. Well when he falls out of the boat anyway.
Ok it's over. *Hehehe*
When I woke up this morning I remembered my dream, but then I moved around alot and forgot it. All I can remember now is that someone was holding me. I wanna get my dream blog up soon so I can keep all these dreams in one place.
All these fortune cookies are spouting "secret love' stuff at me. What do they know?
"This love will keep protecting us
Reach for me and i'll take your hand
When we're apart just close your eyes
And you'll see me waiting there
You can always count on me
I will always care
"
2003.07.02.
-Shuichi Sugary Hyper Kali Desu-
Song of the Moment:
Evanescence <> "My Immortal (Old Piano Version)"
Yeah, the lyrics changed. Well more like there were a bunch of lyrics taken out. I think the song is better without them anyway, but I do like the one verse so it's going up here. Cause I said so. :P
Today I got soaps, strawberry and green apple, and conditioner to match my new shampoo. It makes my hair happy. ^__^ Oh and a basket for all my soapy stuff. Bath time stuffs. I feel girly.
Oh and I got new sun glasses! Cheap ones (they cost a whole dollar :D ), but this time hopefully I won't sleep on them.
Bugged Dave, hung out with Stacy, talked to Dani for awhile ^_^. She said she got us tickets to summer fest! AND AND AND our DVDs are on the way! GRAVITATION! *hehehe* So maybe I am a little Shuu-ish...YUKI! YUKI! YUKI! YUKI!...*ahem*....
Stacy and I were being goofs today. Between my rooling on the floor (exactly like Shuu did...I didn't realize that till now) and screaming "I can't hear you, it won't happen!" as she went off about how Tobi's hair cut/mustache is gonna make him cheat on me with a slutty waitress and what not, and the 4th of July with Davey daydreamish conversation that went a lil something like this:
Kali: Mou, I think you should get your drivers license and steal a car.
Stacy: Why?
Kali: So you can drive me to Ohio.
Stacy: And why would I do that?
Kali: So I can visit Dave. Just get your drivers license in two days, and steal a car, and drive me to Ohio.
Stacy: Why in two days?
Kali: I don't know. I guess that's a bit of a rush. He isn't leaving till October...
Stacy: Just want to do it while you're still young huh? Never know, you could be dead tomorrow.
Kali: *Squeel* No, am I getting too old!?!
Stacy: Not getting any younger.
Kali: Come to think of it...*counts on fingers*...the 4th is in two days. We could watch the fireworks together! *giggles*.
Stacy: Oh no. All the colors and the sparkles, how romantic...
Kali: Kyah! *giggles*
Stacy (as Kali): Oh look at that one!
Kali: Suteki!
Stacy (as Kali): Oh that one was shapped like a heart! Did you see?
Stacy: Then you turn and look at him and he replies:
Stacy (as Dave): Nope,missed it.
Kali: Aw...*pouts*
Stacy (as Dave): I was too busy staring into those lovely blue eyes of yours.
Kali: *giggles*
Stacy (as Kali): Oh Dave.
Stacy (as Dave): Kali.
Stacy (as Kali): Dave. *hands clasped in front of face, creeps closer*
Stacy (as Dave): Kali. *also moving in closer*
Stacy (as Kali): Dave...
Kali: *thinks about it and smiles* ...but then the little kid with the dripping popsicle PLOWS HIS WAY BETWEEN US SCREAMING FOR HIS MOMMY, DRIPPING ORANGE POPSICLE JUICE ALL OVER! AND TOTALLY RUINING THE MOMENT!! *sigh*
Stacy: *Laughs*
Kali: And thus is the story of my life...
:P So yeah. Last night I dreamt the bear Dani bought me, Cody, was a guy. *hehehe* Kawaii. He had dark brown scraggely Gackt hair and was pouty as all fuck, and just wanted to cuddle. He was still wearing the silly ribbon around his neck too XD. I sooooo have to draw a picture. *hehehe* Wouldn't Pandi be jealous?
Then I had a dream that I was in some kind of appartment complex/dorm and I could sense that I would soon be in danger and the visions were wearing at my health, so I kept collapsing. Anyway this guy finds me and takes me back to his room and I lost control of my body and fell limp on his floor so he tried to help me sit up. And then who ever it was that had been looking for me came in and tried to attack me and I jumped up and was jumping around the balcony thing. I was like jump-flying around and he was staring at me in awe. Then I jumped too far from the rail and lost my footing and fell.
Yet another dream from last night, someone and I had decided that we were "going to start and official relationship". I'm not sure who they were, but I know the thought confused me. I wasn't sure how I was supposed to act around them anymore. I wanted so bad to hold them, and tell them how I felt and what not. But I didn't know how. So we were at the dinner table at their house and their parents were there. They started getting touchey with me so I think I huggeled them and that's when whoever it was had a fit and yelled at me. Something along the lines of "Geez do you always have to touch me like that?!? What the fuck is wrong with you!" Their parents turned and gave me the evil glare of death and I ran off upstairs and collapsed on the bed and cried my eyes out. Then some time later as I was lying in the darkness, just about to pass out from exhaustion, I felt someone crawl onto the bed and straddle me. I freaked and they placed their hand over my mouth and whispered "sorry...please don't stop..."
It was odd. I wish I could have seen their face or something at least. Those kinds of dreams tick me off.
Yet another dream from last night, I was floating on my back on the suface of "The River" staring at the sky. I could feel the water washing into the open wounds on my wings (which were completely submerged). There was blood on my lip and tears in my eyes, but I was smiling. Then I felt the water ripple as someone stepped in twards me. I think it might have been Danielle, but I'm not sure.
That's all I remember of last nights dreams. Well four is enough for one night right?
And Dave says if he's stateside and I'm still in Wisconsin in a year and a half when he gets leave he promises to visit! ^_^
And Dani is helping me get webhosting! Woohoo! It's been a good day.
Oh and the stuff from June has been archived.
"I'd love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I can't leave without you
I'd love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you
"
2003.07.02.
-Random Thing of the Moment-
Song of the Moment:
Kirari <> "Last Piece"
Oh god this song is stuck in my brain!
The words sound like they're kicking each other.
Anyway. Random survey type thing.
I lived in Wisconsin all my life. Or some would call it hell. I'd compare it to a refridgerator that's on the fritz. It should just break and make up it's mind.
I have never been out of state anywhere past Chicago.
I do wanna go to japan
I do think Gackt is a sexy bitch.
I do think Masa is perfect for him.
I have been thinking about this too long.
I have a very active imagination.
I don't have very much sanity.
I didn't draw the second page of my manga yet.
I made this website. See! Kirei ne?
I bought Exquisit Corpse even after I read it, though I'm still not sure why.
I am not a doormat.
I am not blonde.
I am not a block of cheese.
I am Kali desu.
I am Taro-chan.
I am insane.
I am the chosen one.
I can't express my feelings right.
I love sleeping in.
I love Aki-chan! ^__^
I hate Mana.
I mostly sleep, angst, watch anime, draw, and bum with Aki.
I have a wonderful evil half.
I first ate sushi at Dani's birthday party.
I think it's evil.
I used to be a ghost.
I did sleep in today.
I still think Squall deserves another video game.
I can't believe Shuji wouldn't survive purely on hallusination alone.
I once dreamt Zach tried to get get rid of Trevor by telling him he was in love with a cardboard cut out of a bed sheet.
I realize that sounds really fucking stupid.
I realize you probably think I need therapy now.
I can deal with that.
I can picture you trying to run away now.
I can die, contrary to popular beliefs.
I don't want to though, not yet.
I don't know why I'm filling this out.
I guess I'm just bored.
I do need a hug.
I do think the word "I" has been used too much here.
you are "yaoi" you sick sick twisted
person.
What type of manga are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Well would you look at that...*whistles and stares off in the other direction* Don't know what you're talking about...*nervous laughter*
"Aitakute demo aenakute
Afureru kimochi tada dakishimete
Hitodoori ooi toori aruite ite mo
Atama ni mawaru anata no egao
I want to see you but I can't
So I just embrace my love
Even walking down a crowded street
Your smile makes my head spin
"
2003.07.01.
-Another Chapter Comes to an End-
Song of the Moment:
Enigma <> "Gravity of Love"
Went to the park today. Saw 4 baby racoons crawling in the sewer. *Kawaii* Got to go walking ^_^. I got my way bwahahahaha. Arigato Akiii~chan.
And this time it's over over. I feel...better?
Well right now I feel hyper. And Davey just left, he did, and I wanna talk to someone! Wanna just shoot the shit! Shoot it I tell you.
Dani told me I talked to her in my sleep with my eyes open. ^__^; Ran up to her, bent over, introduced myself as Kali (in japanese) and then proceeded to talk to talk to or possibly about Tobi. I said she should have kept up the conversation, we could have had tea time.
If I could do animation, I would make an AE music video to this song. It fits, even though I'm the only one who knows how the story ends at this point. The one line always reminds me that I should draw my manga though, cause there's a part in the first issue, in Kali's dream, where she sees a dove. The line is "In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove/The experience of survival is the key/To the gravity of love". In the first issue Kali has a dream that pretty much symbolizes the entire story. She is attacked head on by a flock of crows and in the center is a single dove struggling to break free. It ends up dying though. ^_^; Gomen ne.
You know what? There are still some things I don't understand. Ok well there's lots, but I'm being vaguly specific here.
AND TOBI SHOULD NOT/DOES NOT HAVE A MUSTACHE!!!
*shiver*
Poor Tobi got a hair cut and grew a mustache. (My mom decided she wanted to edit one of my drawings.) The hair cut I could deal with, the mustache no.
I think I'll go draw something.
"Look around, just people
Can you hear their voice?
Find the one who'll guide you
To the limits of your choice
But if you're in the eye of storm
Just think of the lonely dove
The experience of survival is the key
To the gravity of love
"
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