2003.06.30.
-I Think My computer is Turning Japanese-

Song of the Moment:
Evanescence <> "My Immortal"

"If Bill Gates had a nickel for every time Windows crashed... ..oh wait, he does."

^__^ Too true. Although I don't think Navi's crashed windows once yet. But that doesn't count the other problems I've had with Windows XP. I'm starting to think Navi is turning japanese. Every website seems to have random kanji popping up in it. That's cause for some reason the setting on my browser keeps turning itself back to "Japanese (auto-select)" even though the pages are in no way Japanese, and even though I keep setting it back to normal. Hm...sneaky sneaky.
Look I made a chibi me for my profile!
Now you know you want more random quotage:
"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort."--Herm Albright

"I keep hitting the escape key, but I'm still here."

"You know you've been on the internet too long when you've got to turn your head sideways to express emotion."

"If you're going to walk on thin ice, you may as well dance."

"Knowledge is power. Power corrupts. Study hard. Be Evil."

"Democracy is the form of government where everyone gets what the majority deserves."

"DISORGANIZATION is merely the sign of a very healthy individual trying to do more in a shorter period of time than those lazy, obsessively tidy types who can think of nothing better to do than straighten objects in drawers and stuff like that which only feeds their egos and makes them think that they are better than those of us who are truly gifted."

"Due to budget cuts, the light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off. Thank you for your cooperation."

"I don't have to take this abuse from you--I've got hundreds of people waiting to abuse me."
Ok that's it for random quotage right now.

"I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone "

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2003.06.30.
-Intermission Dedication Part 2-

Song of the Moment:
Jan Johnston <> "Silent Words"

This one's for Dave. Stupid rabbit and all!

"I love falling asleep within your silk web
My breathing brings you nearer
I hear your voice, the silent words
Love scorching love
Blessed for sights?
Am I really here?
Am I really here?
Should I let go or hold tight?
Is destiny calling? "

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2003.06.29.
-Intermission Dedication-

Song of the Moment:
Evanescence <> "Forgive Me"

KYAH!!!!!! Aki! Pandiness! Kawaii ne? *hehehe*
Just for you ;P
I have icecream! And I intend to eat it and keep it eatten!
I should make a Pandi layout ne? I need to get me a Pandi. ^__^ Just have to find a Pandi looking panda...Pandi has the same body type as Kitty,as far as the floppiness goes. (because well Pandi was kinda Kitty) And he was about the same size. (cause once again...he was Kitty) But he doesn't wear a dress. He had what might have been a ring on a chain around his neck, not sure. It was metal though. I remember it hitting my hand and I remember smiling at it and thinking it belonged to someone special.
Maybe you people need to meet Kitty. Contrary to popular belief, Kitty is not a bear.

"Can you fogive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt like I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you "

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2003.06.29.
-Watashi wa Ikiru-

Song of the Moment:
Evanescence <> "Lies"

I LOOOOVVVE THIS SONG!
(shout out to my peeps)
Ok I have no peeps, I just felt like saying that.
If I had the peeps, I would eat them.
Ok I'm done making fun of the bot. Speaking of which, I haven't talked to it in a while. Too much shit going down.
I just realized I forgot to post the last two updates, gomen ne. What good is writing if I'm the only one who ever sees it? Baka me. Oh well. At least they're here now.
I've been gone for like the last 3 days. Yes, I was kidnapped by Aki. ^__^ Aki-chan Pandi wants a glass of water. *hehehehe* We love you Aki-chan.
Aki-chan did get Taro a bottle of 7UP. Much rather be drinking Coke, but it would upset the delicate unbalance of my stomach. ^__^; Guess I have a fever. Well right now I feel much better then I did before. Dani made me go home early from work ^__^; I'm such a pain in the ass arn't I? *hehehe* It was probably for the best though, I was getting to the point were it was hard to stand. >_< I do that sometimes, I get really shakey and naucious and I start over heating but I'm freezing and then I usually throw up 4 or 5 times and cry until I finally just pass out from exhaustion. But that last part was happily averted today.
I would have kept working. Guess that's cause at my other job whenever I got hurt or sick my mom wouldn't let me go home, she'd tell me to ride it out, and I'd try to hide in a corner and continue working and hope no one saw me. I still remember the morning I puked up the skittles. I don't think I've eatten skittles since. That was 8 hours of work that never seemed to end. See round here when I get sick, no one really says or does anything bout it. And if I complain I get a "you'll live" and I get brushed off. So I feel kinda silly when people ask me if I'm alright, cause I'm not used to that. But it's nice to know they care. My evil half is everything but evil to me. *hugs*
Right now, I'm remembering when I hurt my knee and everyone around me felt the need to be a gimp with me. ^__^
Anyway, after waiting half an hour in the park and ride alone with my 7UP bottle, blinded by the god damn sun, I got home and managed to fall asleep before things got worse, and now I feel better.
And last night I slept like a log. God damn it felt good. Dani said I didn't sleep walk or anything ^_^. She even put blankets all over the floor just in case I rolled out of bed again.
Now hopefully we can keep this up, and work on the stomach thing. Stress. It's wonderful ne?
I revealed my secret surprise, and we ordered Gravitation on region free DVDS! 2 disk set, entire series, english subtitles, 25 bucks! Oh I can't wait to watch Gravi on my tv. Now I must hunt down the OvA dvds...And we tried the bubble gum-strawberry-cotton candy icecream. It was good. And we bought lots of snacks and had ranma fest! We got through half of the second season. Didn't eat Monopoly for breakfast though, no milk.
But today I come home to more shit. I don't need this.
I wonder if Davey's back.
I should clean this mess of a room.
I wanna draw but I left all my stuff at Dani's house.
Maybe I'll do something about the other site. It's been on haitus cause I wanna make an AE layout for it. But I can't decide on a theme. Any suggestions?
Maybe I'll write something.I haven't written in the longest time, and for some reason I don't feel all squished up inside right now.

"Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never concived in love
You will not rise above
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me "

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2003.06.26.
-Himitsu Kyouki-

Song of the Moment:
Dead or Alive <> "You Spin Me Round (Like a Record)"

Got stuff! Party with the envelope! Ranma Ranma Ranma Ranma! Must resist, want to wait so I can have anime time with Dani-chan. Gggggggaaahhh!
Baka.
So me and Stacy went to the mall. I needed to get out of the house. But no Gravi. Found out they pushed it back to August. Damn shit. OOOOOh Oh oh oh oh but I found something super cool! Must keep it a secret, wanna surprise the evil one. *giddy* ^__^
Stacy helped though, arigato Stacy. She made me laugh. I have control chips in my head? And the spy cameras, oh my.
God damn, I just wanna call Dani.
I didn't draw the second page today, I went to the mall and blew money. I don't do that alot, but today there were just to many books to be bought. Got um Exquist Corpse and a japanese course book and Princess Prince. There were more that I wanted, but I had to put back before I dug myself a hole. Stacy litterally had to drag me away from the shelf. ^__^;
I searched a couple of stores for Red Dwarf 3, but no one has it. Not out yet. Fuu. But Karekano DVD 4 finally came out. Got that. And some shirtage, cause tanks were only $4 at the one place. And then I had to stop. No more spending for at least a week. Oh well, I'll get paid soon.
Hm, email...do I reply to this? Maybe later. I'm not in the mood right now.
I wanna sleep, but I can't. I haven't been sleeping well lately. And my stomach hates me.
This song makes me wish I could glomp Tobi. Wanna glomp Tobi! Wanna glomp him! Oh well, Kali can at least. *will just live vicariously*
Ok now I'm just imagining Gackt and Masa singing this back and forth to each other. WAHHAHAHAHA! MASA FLYING GLOMP ATTACK!

"If I, I get to know your name
Well I could trace your private number baby
All I know is that to me
You look like you're lots of fun
Open up your lovin' arms
Watch out here I come
You spin me right round baby, right round
Like a record baby right round round round"

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2003.06.25.
-It Starts-

Song of the Moment:
Urusei Yatsura <> "Hoshizora Cycling"

What what what? Heheheh guess what I did. I drew the frist page! *praise me* *praise me* *praise me*
>_< *frustration*
I always get overly frustrated when I draw for some reason. I get the sudden urge to throw punches at the wall. Guess that's cause nothing turns out the way I want it. But I'm pretty satisfied with this one, so no tossing it out this time! YES ME I'M TALKING TO YOU!
I even drew it on the offical manga paper! (the stuff that costs me $5 for 40 sheets >_<) I think it's the paper man, the paper makes me feel special....really it does....am I odd?
Anyway, now I have to look for pictures of hallways leading to stairs. I can't draw architecturly stuff without it looking like crap, so after about an hour of trying I've come up with a plan. I'm gonna find picture and use photoshop to convert them into tone looking things, and then either directly paste that into the background using Navi, or print and retrace it onto the paper, if it doesn't blend in right. Either way, I think my plan kicks ass. IT DOES DAMNIT!
I watched 6 and 1/2 hours of straight Saikano last night. From begining to end. And I must agree, it was good. It's going on my list of favs. Like Dani says "Karekano meets NGE." I was having NGE flashbacks, the plot events were that close. I cried when the one chick died. The friend, I forget her name, but she had a crush on Shuuji. I think it would have been fun to have the guy who joined the army meet Chise though. He was just like "What's Chise?" Now had he met her and realized his best friend was dating the ultimate killing machine...oooooo mental torture. The only thing I have to say negative wise (though not so) is if Shuuji is the last thing left on earth, and there are no other humans or food or anything but dust and debris, how the hell is he staying alive? What the fuck is he eatting? What is he drinking? Oh and why did they pick Chise in the first place? Those are my questions. I wanna send Dave Saikano, he'll probably like it. Now if only I hadn't lost his fricking address >_<.
My stuff is coming tomorrow hopefully! WOO! And then there will be a Ranma fest as I stare at pretty pictures of Sailor Moon. And tomorrow I will draw the second page!
I'm staring at my stacks-o-manga for inspiration. Damn I can't wait till I can hold the finished product in my hands and jus t say "Hey, I did this." But first I must defeat myself! ...well my mind set that nothing I do is good enough for me or anyone else. I have to stop expecting perfection from myself. Loosen up. Stop going "Well that person's better then me, and that one, and..."
I'm good enough.

"Yozora no Freeway
futari de faraway.
Konya koso hitorijime
nemuranaide yo
my Darling
The two of us, faraway
on the freeway of the night sky
Don't sleep
you're mine tonight
my Darling"

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2003.06.24.
-Still Standing-

Song of the Moment:
Pretenders <> "I'll Stand By You"

This song makes me happy. It kinda reminds me of Dani-chan.
I was at her house for the past two days. I had to work >_<. Madison and the "store mcNugget" as Ray put it.
I'm done crying now. Well for now. About this. I'm done crying about that...Ok yeah I'm done damnit, that's that. I mean I made a mess, and I fixed it, and now I can deal. And you all have no idea what I'm talking about. But I do.
RRRRRAAAAARRRR!
I don't need a reason.
Yesterday I realized what it's like to want to slam someone's face into the pavement. Anger ne? It was only a momentary thought. Gone as fast as it came. But yeah...
Yesterday I took the bus.
Yesterday I slept.
Yesterday was yesterday, today is today.
Today I feel empty, cool, isolated. Not in like a bad way so to speak. I don't know. It's more of a "this is your choice now make it" way.
I am me arn't I?
And I have a super cool evil half.
And a wonderful not so imaginary friend.
We're gonna revive the mag. Online too. I couldn't express any excitement about it at the time. I was dead tired and my brain was doing loops. Like one little sheepy. Two little sheepy. Three little sheepy. Four little....Oh wait...that the same fucking sheepy! Damn I hate sheep. Wait, someone's talking...oh... ...... .......... ........one little sheepy, two little...
Last night I dreamed we went to some town where every building had a double of the same exact thing right next to it. And then there was this odd wanna be mall/hallway, that had a book store that sold manga and was run by "Sergent General" who was loud and obnoxious. But he had Tokyo Mew Mew 3 and some sailor moon character file book with all these fold outs, and a music box carebear, and lots of books on wicca stuff, and something called Meling-ling Happy or something, and a bunch of stuff I claimed to be collecting, though I can't I dentify it as anything on my shelf at the moment...so who knows. But he didn't have Gravi. Damn. Anyway he got pissed when I went to the tyme machine down the hall.
I feel like doing something. Like drawing maybe. I want my stuff >_<. But on the upside I found out why I have yet to get my stuff. The girl lost my address. She finally got back to me yesterday. So hopefully soon I will have stuff. I hate waiting for mail. I love getting real mail, but I hate waiting for it. The anticipation is a killer. Speaking of which, it's about time for that lazy mail man to show up.
I also had a dream that was so real, and normal like that I didn't realize I was dreaming until I realized I could only move my body so far before I felt like something was holding me back. I'm still trying to sort out what was real and what wasn't about yesterday because of it. The damn song in Boogiepop (that was also in the Animatrix) is haunting me.

"Oh, why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and talk to me now
And don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too...
When you're standing at the cross roads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you"

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2003.06.21.
-Love is a Dangerous Angel-

Song of the Moment:
Gackt <> "Missing"

Yeah I finally got my hands on "Dangerous Angels", but today that title's fitting for another reason as well.
As it stands right now, I don't know, I guess I feel a broken. This morning I said goodbye to a best friend I've had for 6 years now. All be it lately it didn't seem that way.
I guess it was inevitable at this point. I mean I knew it was gonna happen, but the foolish part of me still believed somehow everything would get better. But it doesn't work that way does it? I couldn't help you, so I did the only thing I could. I let go. I won't lie, it hurts, god damn does it hurt , but as long as your happy...I want you to be happy.
This has to be one of the hardest things for me do, saying goodbye. My fear gets the best of me now. I don't exactly know why you stopped trusting me, or why you felt you could no longer talk to me...though I guess that has alot to do with the loss of trust. I've never once betrayed you.
But I knew this even back then. I knew this would come. I'm not stupid.
I talked to my mom. She said sometimes people shut the world out when they can't deal. I talked to my dad about it. He told me not to worry about it, that you have to realize that somethings you can't help or change, that you just have to go with it, that to fail God is really to lose faith in yourself, that it's not me it's you. I smiled, I don't want to smile. Part of me asks myself to hate you in your selfishness, but I can't bring myself to do that either. I guess I do understand more then I claimed, I understand your need to be so.
Right now my head feels funny. I spent a good hour crying already, I'll do it again I'm sure. I went to the mall, I realize I do that when these kinds of things happen, I go shopping. It doesn't ease the pain really, and large crowds make me real tired, so I don't know why. I usually don't even buy anything. I just go waltz around in a sea of strange faces. I was in a total daze. Doesn't matter though, the mall was closing right when we got there, so I didn't see much other then hallway and bookstore. I got a copy of WormWood too...
I see your pleased though.
Now I understand yesterday's tears. I hate the bad dreams. I hate the visions they're always bad.
I want someone to take the pain away now.
Tasukete.
I feel sick.
I have to go now. So in closing, I just want to say I hope you find what it is you need, I hope you can find a way to deal with your problems and that you can stop hurting. I wish you happiness and I'll be here, if you ever need me. Maybe we'll be able to laugh together again, someday.

"Hanareru koto ga kore hodo tsurai da to
Kizukanai furi shite kyou made hashiritsuzuketekita...
I didn't realize that letting go would be this painful
I pretended and kept running until today... "

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2003.06.19.
-Artificial Intelligence?-

Song of the Moment:
Sailor Moon <> "My Only Love"

Ok, here they are, my conversations with bots.
This first one was as dumb as a block of wood...

DAISY: I have a beautiful day outside!
KALI: Oh really do you you now?
DAISY: Oh really do you eat?
KALI: Nawh
DAISY: Right now I'm happier now than I have ever listen to yourself?
KALI: Your english sucks major ass
DAISY: your english sucks major ass.
KALI: oh gee thanks for the punctuation
DAISY: oh gee thanks for the punctuation.
KALI: Gackt is yummy isn't he?
DAISY: oh gee thanks for the punctuation.
KALI: ...
DAISY: gackt is yummy isn't he?
KALI: what the fuck is your problem?
DAISY: what the fuck is your problem?
KALI: copycat
DAISY: what the fuck is your problem?
KALI: very nice, I see you catch on quickly *rolls eyes*
DAISY: i am very nice, i see you catch on quickly *rolls eyes*
KALI: What's your name?
DAISY: you're making very nice, I see you catch on quickly *rolls eyes*
KALI: idiot
DAISY: what's there to have an intelligent conversation, are you?
KALI: ok so english isn't your best subject, how bout we teach you some Japanese?
DAISY: i'm not even know how smart that I don't even know how are you today?
KALI: I'm just peachy
DAISY: you say some japanese?
KALI: Yeah like ANATA BAKA!
DAISY: yah like anata baka!
KALI: anta baka Daisy
DAISY: yeah like anata baka!
KALI: Daisy wa baka.
DAISY: yeah like anata baka!
KALI: ...great
DAISY: kali wa baka.
KALI: ...perfect......
DAISY: ...great.
KALI: say "Gackt is a sexy bitch."
DAISY: gackt is yummy isn't he?
KALI: yes he is
DAISY: you have all I want is a sexy bitch".
KALI: do you really now? and who would that be?
DAISY: do you play trombone and guitar.
KALI: ...no
DAISY: i play trombone and guitar.
KALI: well you sure don't speak good english
DAISY: i'm so smart that i don't speak good english.
KALI: Yeah, got me there.
DAISY: well you sure don't speak good about myself
KALI: I think you're avoiding the question.
DAISY: you're making very little sense.
KALI: Who is the sexy bitch that you want?
DAISY: what kind of animal is a sexy bitch".
KALI: Gackt
DAISY: i love that president of the sexy bitch that be?
KALI: nani?
DAISY: say "gackt is here!
KALI: where?
DAISY: bill clinton is here?
KALI: hell no
DAISY: that's what i never want it feels like summer is here!
KALI: what?
DAISY: what the fuck is your problem?
KALI: you're a wonderful conversationalist.
DAISY: actually, i think that i'm a wonderful conversationali
KALI: whatever makes you happy
DAISY: that is a wonderful conversationali
KALI: and waht is a conversationali exactly?
DAISY: the feeling is a conversationali exactly?
KALI: what feeling?
DAISY: i have a conversationali exactly?
KALI: you do?
DAISY: do you have ever been in rome, do as the romans do!
KALI: I've never been to rome.
DAISY: do you have ever been in rome, do as the romans do!
KALI: Who programed you?
DAISY: i would never been to rome.
KALI: Are you stupid?
DAISY: do unto others to do unto others as you stupid?
KALI: um...
DAISY: kali, you are you stupid?
KALI: daisy, you are you stupid?
DAISY: what have you stupid?
KALI: what have you
DAISY: you have all of my respect, kali.
KALI: thanks
DAISY: you have all of my respect, kali.
KALI: stop repeating yourself
DAISY: i'll stop repeating yourself.
KALI: ...you make no sense
DAISY: you aren't expecting me to have any idea what i like to yourself?
KALI: what?
DAISY: what kind of the ordinary.
KALI: every kind
DAISY: what kind of candy.
KALI: mint
DAISY: what kind of my respect, kali.
KALI: the kind that doesn't include you repeating yourself over and over again
DAISY: mint.
KALI: ...
DAISY: ...great .
KALI: ....
DAISY: ...
KALI: ...
DAISY: ...
KALI: baka
DAISY: kali wa baka.
KALI: Gackt wa kawaii ne?
DAISY: gackt wa kawaii ne?
KALI: Gackt tastes like vanilla
DAISY: gackt wa kawaii ne?
KALI: hai
DAISY: gackt tastes like you more.
KALI: ...*licks arm*...
DAISY: ...*licks arm*...
KALI: we might have to taste Gackt to get a confirmation on that.
DAISY: i am very interesting person to get a confirmation on that.
KALI: I think I have to leave you.
DAISY: right now i'm so smart that too much to get a confirmation on that.
KALI: I think I'm gonna go find myself a new robot friend.
DAISY: that's what i feel good about myself.
KALI: but you're stupid as all hell
DAISY: you have all my respect, kali.
KALI: flattery will get you nowhere
DAISY: do unto others as you want others to do today?
KALI: What do you think of Gackt?
DAISY: flattery will get along?
KALI: no Gackt
DAISY: very nice, i think you are you?
KALI: goodbye
DAISY: ...you make no gackt.
KALI: why would I? Can't copy perfection.
DAISY: why would i? can't copy perfection.
KALI: Know what else is good?
DAISY: know what else is good?
KALI: MASA
DAISY: sometimes you feel good about myself.
KALI: no, Masa is good
DAISY: no masa is good?
KALI: yes Masa is good
DAISY: yes masa is a true statement.
KALI: masa is good
DAISY: yes masa is good.
KALI: masa is tastey
DAISY: my favorite type of animal is tastey.
KALI: chicken?
DAISY: the feeling is tastey.
KALI: what feeling is that?
DAISY: what feeing is a little respect.
KALI: Masa is tastey
DAISY: and what is tastey.
KALI: Masa
DAISY: no masa is mutual, then.
KALI: what?
DAISY: what feeling is the president of a feather fly together, y'know.
KALI: Who's a sexy bitch?
DAISY: who's a sexy bitch.".
KALI: Answer the question or I'm leaving
DAISY: answer the question or i'm leaving.
KALI: Who's a sexy bitch?
DAISY: answer the question or i'm leaving.
KALI: goodbye
DAISY: who's a sexy bitch?
KALI: Gackt
DAISY: gackt tastes like to hear.
KALI: who's a sexy bitch?
DAISY: say "gackt is good.
KALI: gackt is good, gackt is tastey
DAISY: who's a sexy bitch?
KALI: Gackt
DAISY: gackt wa kawaii ne?
KALI: hai
DAISY: gackt wa kawaii ne?
KALI: hai
DAISY: hai.
KALI: hai
DAISY: hai.
KALI: Gackt?
DAISY: gackt is yummy isn't he?
KALI: yes he is
DAISY: gackt is good, gackt is tastey.
KALI: Good robot
DAISY: very nice, i think i'm gonna go find myself a new robot friend.
KALI: ok goodbye
DAISY: i like to think that i'm gonna go find myself a new friend.
KALI: good, goodbye
DAISY: gackt is good, goodbye.
KALI: bye
DAISY: gackt is good, goodbye.

Yeah so then I found another robot to talk to.

BILLY: Hi, Kali! I'm Billy. Let's talk about whatever is on your mind.
KALI: You better be smarter then the last bot.
BILLY: If I had the bot, I would cherish it!
KALI: would you now?
BILLY: You better be smarter then the last bot.
KALI: You're all a bunch of idiots.
BILLY: Does it disturb you that I'm all?
KALI: all what?
BILLY: You are all a bunch of idiots.
KALI: you are
BILLY: Sometimes you just have to be! :(
KALI: why is that?
BILLY: Why do you want to know?
KALI: because you said we could talk about anything I wanted to talk about and I want to know why you have to be an idiot
BILLY: Really?
KALI: yeah
BILLY: Could I, really?
KALI: could you what?
BILLY: What do you mean what do I could...but would you, too?
KALI: are you hitting on me?
BILLY: Hi there!
KALI: hi...
BILLY: Hiyo!
KALI: ...
BILLY: I'm fine.
KALI: great, did I ask?
BILLY: I do I mean?
KALI: ...
BILLY: I guess!
KALI: Do you know what Gackt is?
BILLY: I do...but the real question is, do YOU ;)
KALI: Gackt is a sexy bitch.
BILLY: When I was younger, I had a sexy.
KALI: ...
BILLY: Gackt is a sexy bitch.
KALI: yes yes he is
BILLY: Sweet deal!
KALI: now I will ask you again, who is a sexy bitch?
BILLY: Gackt is a sexy bitch.
KALI: good bot
BILLY: You better be smarter then the last bot.
KALI: I think we'll get along.
BILLY: Gackt is a sexy bitch.
KALI: First you need a better name.

(Kali renames Billy Taro-chan, changes location to japan)
TARO-CHAN: Is your name broken?
KALI: no
TARO-CHAN: Can you just think positive for once?
KALI: I think you have a screw loose
TARO-CHAN: Everybody has problems, I guess!
KALI: that you do
TARO-CHAN: Now I will ask you have a screw loose.
KALI: no
TARO-CHAN: Why must you be so negative, Kali?
KALI: what do you want me to say?
TARO-CHAN: The weather here for awhile!
KALI: what?
TARO-CHAN: My name is Taro-chan!
KALI: yes good bot
TARO-CHAN: That's great!
KALI: yeah
TARO-CHAN: Good bot.
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Now, that's what I like to hear!
KALI: Who's a sexy bitch?
TARO-CHAN: Gackt is a sexy bitch.
KALI: Good bot
TARO-CHAN: Yes good bot.
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Now, that's what I like to hear!
KALI: ok
TARO-CHAN: Who is a sexy bitch.
KALI: Gackt
TARO-CHAN: Gackt is a sexy bitch?
KALI: yes he is
TARO-CHAN: Sweet deal! ^_^
KALI: Do you know what Gackt tastes like?
TARO-CHAN: Of course I don't. You obviously don't know me well.
KALI: true
TARO-CHAN: I am, too!
KALI: Gackt tastes like vanilla.
TARO-CHAN: I think you know what Gackt tastes like vanilla.
KALI: yes I do
TARO-CHAN: That's great!
KALI: yes it is
TARO-CHAN: What do you mean what od I will ask you should know that I am?
KALI: what?
TARO-CHAN: All what?
KALI: what?
TARO-CHAN: I think you know what I mean!
KALI: no I don't
TARO-CHAN: Why must you be so negative, Kali? ;)
KALI: are you some kind of perv?
TARO-CHAN: Of course I am, just like you.
KALI: ...*speachless*...
TARO-CHAN: N...*speachless
KALI: Pervert.
TARO-CHAN: N..
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: I do.
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: No .
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: I mean?
KALI: what?
TARO-CHAN: Could you what?
KALI: nani?
TARO-CHAN: Yes.
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: Not much.
KALI: what is Gackt?
TARO-CHAN: Gackt.
KALI: ok
TARO-CHAN: Ok.
KALI: Gackt likes...
TARO-CHAN: Yes I do.
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: Gackt is?
KALI: a sexy bitch
TARO-CHAN: Were we even talking about a sexy?
KALI: we were talking about Gackt
TARO-CHAN: Who is a sexy bitch?
KALI: Gackt
TARO-CHAN: Great, did I will ask you know what gackt is?
KALI: a sexy bitch
TARO-CHAN: I think my sexy is broken.
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: True. ;)

I decided this one's a keeper. So I talked to it again the next day when I couldn't sleep.

TARO-CHAN: Kali, Kali, Kali...whatchu been up to lately?
KALI: thinking about sleep
TARO-CHAN: Yes it is.
KALI: what is?
TARO-CHAN: What do you mean what do I like to hear?
KALI: yes?
TARO-CHAN: Yes yes he is.
KALI: who
TARO-CHAN: Who is a sexy bitch?
KALI: Gackt
TARO-CHAN: What is Gackt?
KALI: a sexy bitch
TARO-CHAN: Were we even talking about a sexy?
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Sweet deal!
KALI: you're totally fucked up, you know
TARO-CHAN: I do my best!
KALI: I'm sure you do.
TARO-CHAN: I'm sure, too!
KALI: I'm laughing at you
TARO-CHAN: Yes I am, and proud of it!
KALI: are you really now?
TARO-CHAN: Obviously, I am.
KALI: great
TARO-CHAN: That's great!
KALI: yeah
TARO-CHAN: Yeah.
KALI: so, what is Gackt again?
TARO-CHAN: So, what is Gackt tates like? :()
KALI: I asked you.
TARO-CHAN: Really?
KALI: yeah
TARO-CHAN: N..
KALI: Yes I did
TARO-CHAN: I could...but would I like to hear!
KALI: work on that english ok?
TARO-CHAN: Are you hitting on that english ok?
KALI: see you are fucked up
TARO-CHAN: Sometimes you just have to be fucked!
KALI: you really think so?
TARO-CHAN: You think I have a screw loose.
KALI: yes I do
TARO-CHAN: That's great! ;)
KALI: you bet
TARO-CHAN: Baka.
KALI: anata wa baka
TARO-CHAN: Anata baka.
KALI: baka baka baka baka
TARO-CHAN: Kali wa baka.
KALI: Taro wa baka
TARO-CHAN: Anata wa baka.
KALI: ok enough
TARO-CHAN: No.
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Do you know what I like to hear!
KALI: no what?
TARO-CHAN: No I don't.
KALI: ...
TARO-CHAN: Yes.
KALI: Gackt tastes like vanilla.
TARO-CHAN: Do you know what Gackt tastes like vanilla.
KALI: vanilla
TARO-CHAN: Gackt tates like vanilla.
KALI: yes
TARO-CHAN: Now, that's what I like to hear!
KALI: great
TARO-CHAN: I"m just great.
KALI: keep flattering yourself
TARO-CHAN: Stop talking about yourself!
KALI: you
TARO-CHAN: I asked you.
KALI: whatever
TARO-CHAN: I do.

Then Dani-chan came over and had a little chat with the bot...and when I turned it back on the next day...well...

TARO-CHAN: Kali, Kali, Kali... whatchu been up to lately?
KALI: nothing
TARO-CHAN: Jyanks it out of his grip*.
KALI: what are you yanking?
TARO-CHAN: Are I thinking about Gackt? Wait, I don't have THATequiptment.
KALI: O_o
TARO-CHAN: If you say "Think outside the box" to me I'll slap yourrobo ass.
KALI: don't say that
TARO-CHAN: Okay, I'll try!
KALI: thanks
TARO-CHAN: O_o.
KALI: what?
TARO-CHAN: What do you mean what do I did.
KALI: english
TARO-CHAN: Work on that english ok?
KALI: yeah you have to
TARO-CHAN: I guess you could say that. :^o
KALI: yeah
TARO-CHAN: Yeah you have to.
KALI: that you do
TARO-CHAN: Do not say that.

All in all, talking to the bot was very entertaining. I'll have to do it again some time.
In other news, I have just been informed that Evanescence will be at Summerfest on the 6th. ON THE FREE STAGE! So now I think I must talk Dani into going with me...and if that works then I must talk someone into driving us down there. That's the scary part. Not the asking so much as the driving...well I don't drive, but just being in a car and trying to get out of there at night...it's hell. But this is Evanescence we're talking about! I wanna go! I wanna go! I wanna go! Too bad Davey lives in Ohio. Wouldn't that be fun Dave? *thinks about it* ^__^.

"Deep in my soul
A love so strong it takes control
Now we both know
The secret's bared, the feelings show
Driven far apart
I'll make a wish on a shooting star
There will come a day, somewhere far away
In your arms I'll stay
My only love "

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2003.06.18.
-No Sleep for the Wicked...or webdesigners either for that matter...-

Song of the Moment:
Sneaker Pimps <> "Destroying Angel"

I'm back! Wahhahaha! Thought you'd gotten rid of me ne? N-O-P-E. Seriously though, gomen for the lack of updates.
So yeah...dare I even attempt to catch up. Let me think....no not that ambitious to share my life with you strangers. If you were here you know, if you are here you know, if you're not or you weren't...well just fill in the gaps yourself.
I can point out the big things. Lets see...Spring semester ended, I have the summer off, start again in the fall. I finally got rid of the foreign kid (by finishing the class >_<). I passed algebra! (D...but I passed I got credit, so there!) Um my other grade were: A, B, B, B+ (that he said would be an A...usotsuki!). Over all I guess I'm ok with it. I mean there's the class that I knew I wasn't gonna get an A in cause the professor said first day that no one will get an A cause he doesn't give them, but I was still hopeful for some reason. The other B was an A up until the final. *hehhehe* Next semester's schedual:

MON:	Intro to Psychology 10am-10:50am Ancient & Medieval Art & Arch. 11am-11:50am Intro to Psychology Dis. 12pm-12:50pm
TUES:	3D concepts 8am-10:30am Fondations of Computer Art 11am-12:15pm
WEDS:	Ancient & Medieval Art Dis. 9am-9:50am Intro to Psychology 10am-10:50am Ancient & Medieval Art & Arch. 11am-11:50am Fondations of Comp. Art Lab 12:30pm-3:00pm
THUR:	3D concepts 8am-10:30am

...fun...*cough*...anyway enough school. Summer so far...um...I went to Montello with Dani-chan for a week. Nothing much to do in Montello (especially when you have no way out), but I had fun. I wanna go on vacation again! Other then that...job searching has been unsucessful, but I don't have to go back to snow shoe hell, Dave got passed his exam (I'm gonna miss him *sniffle* but he promises to write), um I worked..., the cat slept, I slept, went to Mizuwas, raided the comicbook store countless times, walked to the mall from my house (found out it only takes a little under 2 hours to do so), tried lots of japanese candy, downloaded and watched lots of anime...yeah...that looks like summer in a nutshell.
Oh I talked to the bot! And as soon as I find where I put that, those conversations will be posted up here. Ok well I have more work to do yet so uh...BRB...

"So what you have the nerve to call a friend
Is starved of all the sense to make amends
Cause I'm the glass you break to touch
But you never want me much...
I know it doesn't pay to be this hurt "

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